no title...

now.. feel that i like start to become useless....
many things like...
not under my control....

like... my time...
always feel that my time is running out....

just now.. i failed to sacrified the 3 days time to the camp...
coz why?
i start to "scare"..
scare wat i do cannot be well..

in prom night emcee...
since have to partner with another 2..

in study...
since i until now also cant really caught up wat the lesson is..

in life..
like wasting my time...

in club..
why it ady stop working??

in many many..

currently upset > happy...

happy happy... how come u will let the upset win u..

study is not my style !!!

act i hate study...
this sem..
not start to study at all..
class go zzzing..
then tutorial dunno how to do...

exam..
die lo..

haiz..
act i really hate study...

should i choose PR to study at the beginning??

why study all this fluid, solid, mechanic, manufacturing and many many science subject???

tired.. tired...

prom night...
moon fest..
chong hwa UTeM..

it seen like busy...
this week got 4 meetings...

something thinking..
is that worth spend a lot of time for it??

later still planning to join MPP..
*but dunno can get it or not la..

so how how how??

this sem start to become very blur in study...
feel that i very weak...
but then... study got no mood...

sei lo..

think think think carefully..

back to origin...

i think here is a place.. to let me..

feel that doing too much of things that not suit my characteristic..

to make my fren happy..
i start to talk so much.
doing something funny..
learn how to have some joke..
learn to "kacau" frens..

to make myself well recognize...
start to join many club..
start knowing many frens...
start to doing something special that "really special"...

to make myself more memorable in my life...
i plan something crazy stuff that the other ppl won't do...
i wil have some great experience no matter how difficult is that...
i wil work harder to achieve my mission...

to make myself is a "good man"..
i start to treat everyone great...
i start to talk and friend to everyone..
i start to join all my fren..

after all this changes..
i still me??

back to origin...

actually...

i like.. to listen ppl talking.....
i like.. like the situation i'm not talking....
i like.. to dreaming without thinking any thing...
i like.. life with nothing...
i like.. many....

but now.. still not the time for me to back to origin at all..
just can back it..
in my blog..
in my free time....

me >>>

this is real about me..

no decoration...

no fancy fancy..

no picture picture...

just full of word..

heart...

feeling....

that's all....

that's me just nobody......